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Monday, April 25th, 2011
10:56 am	Love a pair of sweet-scented osmanthus Working day is very exciting, very helpless working day. My wonderful, beautiful from the I look for. Take our dorm Wu sister's words, I am natural beauty, is the most beautiful girl in the whole plant. Together with my good simple peasant origin, into the lamp factory work, I became the focus of attention the factory boys, flapping in the wind was coming in a lot of suitors, such as Zhongxingpengyue. I am a month and the stars are few, even I do not know. I am really proud for some time, it is Qingdouchukai youth, boys are so much admiration, of course, pleased with himself. My frustration is due to quarters outside the window to which the drainage ditch. I live in the factory workers dormitories, on the first floor, six people in the same room. Quarters next door, is a fast-food restaurants, fast food shops in the kitchen behind a small groove through our window, leftovers, vegetables from the washing of the sewage to discharge to the sewer this ditch. But performance is not good drainage ditch, filled with dirty throughout the year, one hot day, the sour taste of leftovers, the stench of rotting flesh Lancai to help children, floating through the window came together, some of us can not breathe Xunde . We reflect the director, the director said that the ditch is a fast-food restaurant site, you are looking for fast food bar. We are looking for fast food shop owner negotiate, fast food shop owner look of surprise: "You This Woman She? Can not stand this smell? Closing the window can not stand it!" Anger, however, fast food shop owner with a quarrel. This fast-food shop owner is a local, very arrogant in the past, he Gesanchaiwu also makes clear what will be a drainage ditch, quarrel, he went with us, and even sent to do not live clear. Smell smoke blackening the sky, we hate it, but could do nothing, only can do is close all the windows open all day can not breathe. Six people like boring box in canned sardines, everyone says, this day, suffer. Mid-afternoon, the factory put a half-day leave. I just dormitory, heel and feet came three boys, are to ask me to spend their holiday. If one person to please, perhaps I will consider three at the same time to please, in addition to an apologetic smile, I do not do anything else. Wu, she said Tuesday, this easy to handle, everyone in the dorm room to a big party. We took out the moon cake factory points, three boys went out bought drinks, beer and cooked food. A room full of nine, Gongchoujiaocuo, laughter and noise, they do some festive atmosphere. Dorm room is not just ventilation, Mende somewhat uncomfortable. Topic comes naturally to the closed window, when it comes out of the window of a drainage ditch. Miss Sister tone with the three boys to blame, said: "You want to chase leaves eyebrow loss, and you let the leaves eyebrow keep our noses in this dorm? Ye Mei said, who will be out of the window to which the Xiu Shui filled ditch, and she marry. " The three boys look at me to shoot straight. I was surprised, when I said so? Wu looked big sister, Miss Sister is strange smile face, but also hard at me blink. I know that she is like to take this on my pursuit of three boys, and resolve we have been unable to solve the problem. I do not argue, but blushed and picked up in front of the drink, bite and suck the bite. "It's easy to handle, I went to ask the director, so he leaves brow tone quarters." Horsemen said. Lingang Li is echoed: "I am the director of logistics cvfhsgdd and factory management have good relations, find something that should be no problem." Only Xiazhi new bow in silence, full of feelings. I expected Xiazhi is thinking about how the new drainage ditch will be filled. Sister Lin Wu horsemen and just listening to the answer very disappointed, this is not the result she needed, so she was also looking forward to the new Xiazhi. In fact, the three boys, I have most of Xiazhi new favorable impression, he looks handsome, Naogua Zi is also flexible, but also know how to romance, he is the pursuit of my boys, the only write me love letters. The next evening, I went back to dorm, dorm sisters talking and laughing, and the dormitory opened the windows for the first time, the dormitory iscvfhsgdd not a drainage ditch not only the smell, but also filled with a sweet-scented osmanthus fragrance. Miss Sister extremely excited to receive my window, proudly said: "Yesterday, I play a small trick." I think when the window to see the upper layer of osmanthus flowers as big as a grain of rice, one to suffer the one, dense, the less there are on the one thousand, that pale white flowers, emitting a strong aroma, refreshing. The drainage ditch outside the window, although not being filled, but was cleaned up, and, obviously, was washed off with clean water, clean, with no stains. "This is who did it? Three people for who they are?" Miss Sister asked me. I speak, refreshing, spiritual startled, I think Xiazhi new, and yesterday only he hears is silence, just may be his, and I hope it was him. So the next day to see Xiazhi new, I decided to thank him. But before I could speak, he suddenly said to me, mysteriously, to take me to see something. I asked him what he does not say. I followed him until they came to a residential area outside the factory, and he brought me into the house, small but bright and clean, one should taste of furniture. He asked me: "Do you like it? Like I will rent this house down, we are here to stay." I'm shocked, and then face a fever, and my heart became angry: "You let me, let me and you ... ..." "cohabitation" should I not have the courage to say. Xiazhi new urgency but said: "I love you. Then again, so you do not suffer in that dorm room was." I feel insulted. Xiazhi new bow yesterday, can not think of meditation, thought out, was actually this idea. Say that a drainage ditch was not his washing? Osmanthus is not that he put it? I said: "With those sweet-scented osmanthus, in the dorm no longer suffered, but to enjoy." Xiazhi new look silly: "Osmanthus? What osmanthus?" I then completely clear, not a word said, angrily withdraw, will Xiazhi new one hanging in there staring at him. Since then, our dormitory window on a day-for-sweet-scented osmanthus, put to the sweet-scented osmanthus fresher, more fragrant, but still dense, the one thousand. The window of the minor groove, always been washed clean, no smell. Half-day, every day. Who is quietly doing this? It has a great temptation for me, I decided to find out this man. After half a day, I took leave of absence, nest in the dorm, the curtain hiding the mantle of the bed, would like to personally meet with the flowers on the windowsill to the people. Had to work the afternoon bell rang, the man finally appeared, we plant Tang strong. Tang Qiang will look carefully on the window sill has some dried osmanthus it up, put them in a plastic bag, then the new sweet-scented osmanthus shop in the window, and then carrying out the window of the ditch cleaning bucket, I have not the slightest surprise, on the contrary, there is only disappointment. Tang strong in our factory is the most outstanding boys do not, not tall, but Heishouheishou, and in the factory, he had never heard spoken aloud, and have not seen what his friends do not always sound does not ring to do their live, Dimeishunyan, all alone. Piece of the ditch until forced to clean up the Tang, left, and I have the courage to come out from behind the curtain mantle. I know, Tang do this is to me. Because in our dormitory, or five other sisters are married or already have a boyfriend, but no one sister dorm no strong contacts with the Tang, he could not order others to do so, only a possibility, he also has a crush on me. However, a short haircut boy, really I can not Xiangde in. I have not these things prick, but in the factory at work, consciously or unconsciously, started to pay attention Tang Q, I found the time to eat every day at noon, Tang disappeared, and go to work every afternoon, he will half an hour late. I know that he was going to go clean up a small ditch. And I mouth from colleagues, aware of some of Don strong, he is a man of Hebei, home in the countryside, his family, as he looks like the impoverished. Wages at the end, I specifically note that a bit, I found, Tang was deducted the wages of two hundred dollars, and deducting money reasons, that he was late to work every afternoon. I'll tell Don Strong, told him to do so, he was detained for my salary not worthwhile, because no matter how he did, I would not like him, and he with me, do not deserve. But I can not say it, I know, the things that break, I owe him a favor. I pretend to, pretended not to know that he quietly for me to do things, we who do not have the burden of heart. So I did not say it strong and Tang, Tang and I do not take the initiative to cotton, it seems that he really did not do anything for me. Osmanthus but we are still on the windowsill for a day, every day outside the window of the minor groove washed clean, Tang wages, but also due to be deducted per day late and a part of. I tried to get his calm, but the faint of heart, or some shame. Sometimes, I even whim, if for me to do these things is Xiazhi new nice wow. Even the horsemen and Lin Gang, I can accept, but why is this can be bland Tang strong. Change the day so black and white, sweet-scented osmanthus on the windowsill for the crop of another crop of, and finally one day, sweet-scented osmanthus is dry on the windowsill, the aroma, but also light if the springs. I know, sweet-scented osmanthus already thanks. While Tang is still strong minor groove cleaning every day, but the endless stream of fast-food restaurants have the dirt, smell is still there, this time, the smell of sweet-scented osmanthus is too light, the smell can no longer cover the ditch, the windows open for two months, and finally again tightly shut. Since we closed the windows again, the window sill, and gradually disappeared Osmanthus, a small ditch and gradually filled with the filth, the six sisters, became stuffy box in canned sardines. Don Strong Start the dot to work. I thought my heart would be easy, but gratuitous, with the slightly melancholy, occasional trance. About classes, back to the dormitory, I always could not help but come to the window sill is not there to see that pale white sweet-scented osmanthus small figure. However, every time down. About ten times the disappointment, we have a surprise. Day lunch break, we found that fast-food store owner who filled in with a piece of a drainage ditch, the back of the kitchen fast food restaurant, a child put on the four slip a large plastic bucket, not the leftovers and then fell to the ditch years, but fell to the bucket, but the lid. Torture smell the stench of half a year we finally gone. We are happy Fucking high, fast food shop owner has teeth, swear angry said: "The report me? Did not eat fruit Hello!" That we find out about, like someone had reported that there is fast food health problems. Come to the health sector, it was discovered the drainage ditch, not only fast-food shop owner fined money, but also filled ditch the deadline to address health issues, otherwise, no business. Fast food shop owner looked at the appearance of teeth, my heart actually faint to have concerns. I guess that the people who would complain. I guess, then, fast food shop owner can guess, every day, Tang clean up the ditch, he is visible. This is a fast food shop owner handed the locals, he would not do something to do too much? We can finally open dormitory windows, but my heart is uneasy. Finally, after half a month, or an accident, one night, plus finish class, Tang strong a person dormitory, on the road by several people shot. Hearing this news, I could not stay in the dorm again, and rushed to the hospital overnight. Tang strong gauze wrapped around his head, his face also has a good few bruises. When I heard I came to see him, he was overwhelmed with emotion, he kept saying: "I did not expect. So, thank you." Watched him a scar, but it is the face of the excitement, I very guilty, I truthfully say: "I know, is that the fast-food store owner Jiaoren hit you, you are for me. say thank you to be me." He stared, and then bowed his head in embarrassment, asked: "you know?" "I know. I saw you put flowers in our window. Well ... ..." I do not want to hide anything. Tang Qiang more severe head low, like a child do something wrong, quite a while, he whispered, stammered: "I beg your pardon, I know, I do not deserve love you, but I just could not resist like you, want to help you do something. I secretly wanted to do, let you know. you, you now know, do not blame me, I, I will not bother you. " Why should I blame him, what's wrong with loving a person? Looked at him askew look like fear and trepidation, I too harsh, saying: "Who blame you? I just want to know that those on the windowsill of the sweet-scented osmanthus, where they come from?" Don Strong is still head down, said: "We plant three miles away from where there is a Qi Xian Road, the street is planted flower bed osmanthus tree, I go there every day at noon, not picking flowers, and I deliberately riding a bicycle hit the tree, there will be under the flowers to, and then picking up a one ... ... " A one to pick, on the one thousand picked upcvfhsgdd a small sweet-scented osmanthus to when? To hit so many times to hit the next flower? My heart is up in the thrill of little moment, I blurted out: "Those flowers which are now gone, can give me?" Don's eyes suddenly have a strong light, he said excitedly: "I will do that dried flowers, two pillows, pillow to sleep it can be fragrant. I always want to send one to you, did not dare." The next day, Tang hospital, I brought him to that sweet-scented osmanthus pillow in my arms, does have a touch of fragrance lingering body. It was like he was my love, although not somewhere, but quietly into the heart, durable ghost. Day, I announced a message: I, and Don Strong, love. The news shocked the whole plant. Xiazhi new indignant and said: "This is a love of flowers and cow dung." He meant that, Tang not good enough for me. I said: "There are several people there who looks like a flower, heart like a cow. There is a man, looks like a cow, mind like a flower. Don Strong is the latter." Don Strong heard the news I announced, also froze like a root wood. But cvfhsgdd suddenly, he danced up and leaped actually went fast food. I thought he was looking for fast food shop owner revenge, scared quickly with the past. He was surprised to find a fast food shop owner on the bow, profuse in her acknowledgments: "Thank you, thank you. Without you, I love how can I get leaf eyebrow? Wow I never dreamed." Confused fast food shop owner what to do. And I also laugh and cry. (Comment on this)
10:55 am	When he did leave ... A friend said a long time to recover the boy she married today. I said, how you want to, ah, youcvfhsgdd like your five years of inaction. She said she went to the wedding, the bride is beautiful. The groom is also very handsome. Like the first time that he is quite the charm of the original. How did not find it. She said had never felt in love with him. But the bride and groom exchanged rings in cvfhsgdd the moment, she's a bit distressed. She said the most difficult is not the people you love do not love you, But the love you a lot of people turned away. When you see that love you life your life that other people Another girl's ring finger to take the ring when You can hear their heart-breaking voice. Today's hero is not you. Whether she is not Cinderella, Princess of today is not you. He is a pilot, when in the closed training to give her a call. He was a long way to go to a nearby phone booth. Inundated with snow in cvfhsgdd winter cold. She also said that doing nothing always impatient to call me. She did not know that he has frozen to die here, He just wanted to hear her voice. Now she will still think of these to the face filled with a happy smile. And then set off in front of God, which is a look at a couple. The groom is still him, but his sweet talk eachother. Had not for what she said. How many people can promise to love someone forever and put into action yet. When the work is still several years when no results. Who would have been waiting for you. Finally realized, We can bravely face the people you love do not love you, But no one able to face when a man loves you for a long time gone. Proud of the kind of happiness that no longer exist. Please cherish the silence around you who love you. Perhaps, one day whencvfhsgdd he really left. You will find, can not do without (Comment on this)
10:54 am	She is the farthest my recent thoughts 22 years old, this beautiful age seem to be about love, and love and I are always missed. I am an armed police, since the army before the age should not fall in cvfhsgdd love with a girl in love later, my life has undergone great changes, but let me wait 6 years and I went their separate ways, she eventually. At the moment, I decided to write this feeling, when words such as dice-like shaking in his writings, when the pain will be like a thousand times before, around me, I thought I was strong enough to bear everything, you can at this time I found my heart now the pain is still real. Since we can not escape, it hurts him a frankly it altogether! She accepted my love, but can not take me for a boyfriend I was a child growing up in rural areas, young father and mother told me to study hard is my only way out. Early thoughtful, I work hard, every time results were first admitted to the city after the junior high school is the focus of the direction of my struggle. The summer of 1999, in the exam after I get it. I score 50 points out of taking advantage of examination into the A university-affiliated high school. After the summer, with their college dream I went into the high school gates. First day of the report, I and beautiful, she points in a class, and is around the place. At that time I only know her name Yi River, who lives in the city, very pretty very pure, First love I had for her inexplicable affection, but inferior, I simply lacked the courage to her confession, then put the feelings of buried in my heart. For eighteen-year-old love for us is a very curious very sensitive topic. Night, after lights-out lying about the meeting, the students dormitory love to talk about some topics, such as what a beautiful girl. Every time I think of her but never dared to speak out. Until one day, a classmate told me I said: "Our class Yasumizu a crush on you." I gave him severely eyes, he did not say anything. But later I found that no matter what I always have a pair of eyes watching me in silence. She really is her. I am pleasantly surprised, she really likes me. Although the time for his poor family background I feel inferior, but I was afraid to write a letter to her only, "I love you" words of love letters, and then a long wait. The next few days she ignored me, I regret, blaming his "toad wants to eat," so many boys to recover the outstanding city would not accept her, how she would fancy me. I feel ashamed. But a few days later, I regret my practice as a blow quarters of the glass shattered. Predictably, my hand was wrapped beyond recognition school doctor. The next day after class, she took the initiative to find me, ask me how, do not complain that I do not care to take care of themselves. At that moment I'm touched, she said she knew my mind, she was like my love letters, she accepted me, became my girlfriend. I have never been so happy before, when I met Qingdouchukai a beautiful girl and she accepted me, and this degree of excitement I could not sleep. I can not know it was just the beginning of my pain. She and I always have a gap, I think she may be afraid of other people gossip, right, after all, more than love at that time mainly to underground activities. She is a cheerful and lively girl, but why she and the other boys fooling around, talking and laughing, I and me to remain silent, that makes me very puzzled very sad. I do not know what is wrong. Maybe later admitted to the university so good, I comfort myself secretly. But my performance has plummeted to the bottom once the extent of a few, but she did not react. The relationship between me and her, and thus the maintenance of an unknown is not dark for nearly two years, I was in pain the past two years were spent with low self-esteem. We arrived at the entrance, I thought of my own hard work and poverty at home parents, so I tried in the last few months of learning, and finally admitted even miraculously A university, college and she did not have cable, spend money read the high prices, is another good college admission, I do not know pain or pleasure. I am so over between us. I pulled her bowl and eat the rest of her bowl of rice I think time will dilute all, the university will make to each other after the distance forgotten. University life colorful bright I change up, plus a simple kind Zhang Qingxiu face a number of my female students also won the hearts and minds, but every time I want to face, I have felt I'm sorry cvfhsgdd if doing things like the Yi River, why is it so? I found they simply could never forget that relationship just buried it in the bottom of my heart. Some people say that university campuses always have the most pure love, so I began to dream with her. One day, I suddenly received the A phone call from her city. She told me that miss me, ask me How are you getting bad. After high school, I swear this life no longer want her, holding the handset at the moment I found that this oath is so pale and weak, my heart flew to her side. So we started this call letters in love. But her attitude is always flickering, so I figured uncertain. One day in June 2004, I could not contain herself missing her, so I went to a distant A City B City. She is so beautiful, pleasant, and I will no longer be the ugly duckling. Our conversations seem very speculative, their quarters could be a girl told me that she has many suitors, she is hesitant to choose who do not know, I was suddenly inspired to back Italy, because I was not a very confident person, I not sure I can bring her happiness. I left school that day, I had a prepared letter to their quarters that kind of girl, so she left school in my later handed over to the Yi River. A city in the last evening, our restaurant to eat at school. I quickly finished his own share of the meal, but she left a bowl of rice. I pulled her to eat the rest of the rice bowls of rice bowl. When I looked up at her, I found that her eyes had tears fall, I know what to do at that moment. She handed me a napkin, and something that I will never forget the words: "I am so big no one has been eating my leftover rice, feel like home" when I realized I had never eaten others left the rice. My behavior is totally unconscious, I know deep down really love her. Out of the restaurant, we were both silent, and finally sat down on a bench, and lay in between me and her bag so we are always separated by an insurmountable distance. She told me she do not like me, just feel the love between us is very real, she did not want the love letters and phone, and a no promise of tomorrow. At that moment, I was silent, I think people are inevitably popular, beautiful fairy tale of love only to go looking for. So I chose to leave. She is a pain in my heart forever Back to B is still trapped in the city I miss the slough can not extricate themselves. I think back bit by bit with her sweet, and sweet after the pain is endless. Like a drug addict taking drugs in the moment is so good and can be happy after the pain is unbearable. My love is a drug in a person but incurable. Winter 2004 conscription force to my school, I seem to see the pain in a life-saving straw. I decided to change the environment of life for some time, like cvfhsgdd the distinctive choice I would not hesitate to join the army, I am very well good troops to be selected. Waiting for enlistment in the day, I silently deal with their own things, I did not tell her the news I want to join the army. QQ Classmates in her by the common message, and I long ago was just a tourist. Handled everything, I joined the army. Orderly life of troops, busy but not chaotic. Training day on duty, so I physically and mentally exhausted, and the soul is unmoved. I do not give yourself time to stop, dry like a dog with a variety of work, just to make himself forget the past. I rarely call more than a year and rarely write their own closed up. Beautiful face she always appears in my dreams, and wake up soaked after a poison like that line of thinking of a stitch in my heart has long been riddled with numerous joints, this feeling mission even in the face of death I do not have the time to stop, she was pain in my heart forever ... ... Was removed through a friend I know she had a boyfriend, alsocvfhsgdd admitted to graduate this year, and now, my military service was full, at the end of going home, we should go back to school to continue my college life, I feel I and she was not the same as in the two farther and farther down the road. Military life made me mature a lot, I know I have a lot of things to do, can not always immersed in love, this illusory own age. Hand do not have to spend this life, and embrace the only representative of all they have. The source of the pain from the grasp of happiness, because I have been happy so close contact, so the pain was so real (Comment on this)
10:53 am	I want to be your bride brother An old miner died, leaving behind a child, a man and a woman, the boy eight years old, old girl, not his own, is his adopted children, boys first, girls in the post. Old miners died in accidents collapse, but he is black coal in the mine, he was such a thing can only be considered bad luck, that's a cave to a few people died, with the extraordinary general fever, and his two children left to lose only rely on. Boy for the brother, called Li Ziqiang, girl called Limei Hui, related to the old miner's name, the boy's name is to him self-improvement, she was beautiful and wonderful girl in the hope, the old teacher, to find the miners from the name. Dependent brother and sister have lost the house sitting in the cold, very bleak, do not know how to do, they are not living, maybe tomorrow will go hungry. Kang in the cold night, the boy could not sleep a little naive, is covered with a thick cold, clutching afraid of the dark sister to give her only warm. The next day there was a small coal mines on the stubborn boy figure, carrying a large pocket Lou, picking coal mine, ten miles outside the town to sell, a pocket Lou can sell a dollar, this is Li Ziqiang's decision, he wanted to afford two life. The little girl soon learned, after his older brother with the stubborn, the two can pick from a small half-day semi-pocket Lou, more so, would not move back. Since then, one can often see near the two siblings in the coal mining town on the way to and from, my brother holding his sister's hand, carrying a pocket height of a man Lou, sweat strewn miles of this rugged mountain. So too is a six-year, this six years, Li Ziqiang darker thinner, but robust, and in the daytime carrying pocket picking Mei Lou, reading lamp at night in the self-learning, teaching my sister to read and write. Old miners attack and told him that only the reading, have a way out, for the old miners as the biological father of Li Ziqiang of course, is convinced. This year, Li Ziqiang applied to participate in the exam, have done quite well, was admitted to the county, but he had no money read, only to pick coal career, continued self-learning. Three years later, Li Ziqiang applied to take the exam, the miserable, he did not lose heart, continue to self, while his sister into the junior high school life more difficult, and give him time to learn even less. Chunghwa Cigarette college entrance examination in the third, he completely discouraged, his age is not suitable for school, but he stayed to look at the top of a room full of awards, each one is sister Limei Hui received awards, he decided , let the younger sister to become useful. Sister of the test results came out, county, the first place. Dayton only he did did not emerge until meat dish dinner, awards sister, told her to concentrate on reading, he was prepared to go to the city to work, must let the sister university. Limei Hui brother do eating meals, tears have been streaming his brother's earnest desire for knowledge than anyone else, thinking silently for her brother for so many yearscvfhsgdd by the bitter tears for the meal, Limei Hui also made a decision. Summer, Limei Hui quietly took a job in the county, the year she was seventeen. When she took the hard-earned money to go to school to repeat the moment of Li Ziqiang, Li Ziqiang for the first time beat her, a slap in the face and hit himself Flows tears, holding her sister, a man was not a voice crying, In her sister's pleading, and said he stopped reading as you can in high school a few years, we must allow his brother to college, and ultimately Li Ziqiang into the desire of the two decades of campus. Li Ziqiang's strenuously, performance is amazing, crazy sucking knowledge, in a year, access to prestigious universities in the provincial capital letter. Li Ziqiang in the provincial capital to study, younger sister working in the provincial capital. Limei Hui only junior secondary education, find work around the wall, pull down a lot of bad trades to come to join her water Lingling, of course, she refused to teach her brother's life truth, she is remembered. She finally chose the morning newspaper delivery, send flowers the morning and afternoon in the hotel Duan Panzi, the complexity of the evening washing dishes career, to her brother's school fees as much as possible Coushang, she's hard at work at all. Li Ziqiang into the universities, in order to complete their studies within three years, so my sister in the future to continue to study, sucking his crazy knowledge, regardless of any occasion to hold books. Limei Hui very pleased Zaikuzailei, watching his brother to study hard, get good results, she felt worth it. Limei Hui Li Ziqiang appear in front of always very happy, very happy, the day's hard to hide up the total exhaustion, crazy early graduation in order to study the Li Ziqiang sister's body did not notice more and more thin, smile more and more reluctant. Limei Hui brother in the provincial capital to the high school tuition fees, the cumulative hard work of what is done, you always feel happy, my colleagues are like this bright and lively girl, all praise her, she will always be a variety of incentives. Limei Hui more beautiful, but also increasingly thin, and finally a time in a pantry, collapsed to the ground. Colleagues were taken to hospital after the results of the check in her wake, she tore up, the work of more happiness, because my brother soon graduated. Li Ziqiang finally graduated, won the opportunity to work in the provincial capital, has been wearing glasses for Li Ziqiang the good news to share with his sister, both excited and dancing in the rental house called, is the first night of Li Ziqiang a drunk. Chaotic nature of the wine may be able to, they live in small rented rooms, in the middle to pull a curtain, ignorant of the relationship between the two occurred. Next morning, Li Ziqiang deep remorse, watching sheets of red plum, Li Ziqiang direct himself in the face, although they both know that is not the siblings, but Li Ziqiang's minds, Limei Hui than their sister to be pro. Limei Hui struggling to climb up and hugged Li Ziqiang, and even said do not blame him, and said he last menstrual period is not dangerous, this era is not a virgin is not important. Li Ziqiang deep guilt, did not notice Limei Hui pale face almost no trace of blood, at the moment the body is much too weak to go to all this is just last night on their own violations. Li Ziqiang to work, the environment, and was admitted to the unit of the house, but also to Limei Hui to find the school, so continue reading. But Li Ziqiang suddenly felt her sister a little different, and each time walked through the door slippers, food, bath water ready, like a little wife wait on him in general. While the former will be so, but aware of what Li Ziqiang, Limei Hui eyes of tenderness made him shudder, in several deliberately broke into his room, he finally take it anymore, he found a girlfriend, started in love, and deliberately did not like the manager with his own daughter into the house, hoping to alert Limei Hui. Li Ziqiang all this is to the so-called ethics and public pressure, is this account of their siblings, the eyes of outsiders is also a pro-brother and sister. But all this did not seem that the role of Limei Hui, except Li Ziqiang did not say it in person, but that they can not be embarrassed to live together, he knows he can not do without my sister, my sister is also inseparable from him, the two people always had each other, so I do notcvfhsgdd have the heart to point out. Li Ziqiang final decision was hastily married to the manager hinted several times, Li Ziqiang final to her sister, chose to marry, the manager's daughter, although he does not love her. When going to tell Limei Hui Li Ziqiang the moment, Limei Hui laugh, beautiful smile beautiful, although the depth of a little blue eyes, but her smile is sincere, Limei Hui Road, my brother, I would look forward to your day come. Limei Hui cry, very sad, very sad, my brother loves her, she knew, but that love, not that she needs, she needs her brother's true love, Valentine's love in general, she did not have time, So she was scheming to get his brother's love, but so completely away from her brother was. But she can not marry against my brother, the bride she had seen, that look to see my brother, and himself, is a woman love his brother, the brother to her, and yourself to, you can rest assured. That night, she cried all night the next day she had to leave school, my brother needs a beautiful bridesmaid bridesmaids, my brother a few days to be married. Li Ziqiang's wedding, everyone looked stunning bridesmaid Limei Hui, as if she is the bride, but why my brother got married, the girl had been laughing eyes was heartbreaking depths of sorrow, and everyone can understand , but no one said it was the wedding, the wedding celebration. Li Ziqiang is Western-style wedding, the newly completed cathedral in the provincial capital. Units in the Outstanding Youth, and the wedding the bride is the daughter of the manager is particularly lively, to celebrate the crowd outside the church, almost the entire traffic blocked. Limei Hui has been laughing, even from the morning, whole body pain like acupuncture in general, the doctor said is true, he really can not be excited, but her smile is more sweet, charming, almost became the focus of the wedding. Looked at his brother and the bride entered the church, to the brother and the bride exchanged wedding rings, Limei Hui a more severe physical and mental pain, especially in the brother and the bride exchanged rings at the moment, her smile frozen, and are drawn down , but his eyes reveal a deep appreciation. Have confused the whole church, the crowd screaming, the Li Ziqiang sister holding mad rush of the general hospital. Emergency rooms, Li Ziqiang degree of anxiety with the pace of the party left out in the side of the bride. When the final few hours later, the emergency room door opened, Li Ziqiang not believe the words heard. We try our best. Li Ziqiang Meng, and insane to seize the doctor by the collar, howling with. After four weeks of the men who, instead of the young doctors began to shout at him, why the late stage of cancer to take her to. Li Ziqiang Meng, and advanced cancer? Why? Why? Unfortunately, no one told him why, and who do not believe a smile so bright, smiling girl is already fascinated people dying patients. Limei Hui went to so urgent, in her bloom gone. Li Ziqiang hovering in the sister's room, the room was hung with pictures, the sister of painting talent is high, the room has left a lot of painting the shadow of their former happy, see Li Ziqiang sad tears. He removed a pair of these is the younger sister's favorite, he would burn her. But he put away his sister in the most recent one to their own painting, I saw the back of the inscription. Brother: When you see the moment of writing, I must be not around you, and my brother, you have to be strong, not for me, sorry you're sad, and my sister will be sad in the following, the brother will not let his sister in the following sad. Brother, I have always put their patients tell you, I'm afraid you will uncomfortable, so I will be more painful. When I know my illness, I have also not willing to, depression before, but think of my brother, I buried it all up, my brother does not like unhappy the way his sister, brother, sister are not happy to see, will feel bad. Brother, something that night, my sister do not blame you, never blame, blame your sister that night, all sister, sister, brother, that will soon be leavingcvfhsgdd to her sister's selfish, I am drunk brother, seduced brother. Brother, I'm sorry, looking at his brother's guilt, his sister was painful, sister need love, not brother and sister love, brother love love. Some older brother, I have been keeping everything, not to say to you, sister, love you, sister, brother, not only sister, sister, brother, lover want to be, from small to large, her sister's heart that only her brother's shadow. Happy brother and sister will be happy, sad brother and sister will be sad. Brother and sister should not fall in love with you, make you sad, sad look at the way his brother, sister, tears every day, self-blame, but still so selfish before he died, want to love you, brother, please forgive her sister's selfishness. Want to be the bride's sister, his brother must document. Li Ziqiang see tears, suddenly casting himselfcvfhsgdd in the mourning hall at the Limei Hui portrait of the former, wept aloud. Sister, there is a saying, brother, would like to say to you, love you brother, is a lover. (Comment on this)
10:52 am	The cold which to be together Every morning, women are the first to get up and do a small pot ofcvfhsgdd rice to the pickles, and she drank down two small bowls, and then the lid Gaiyan, gently open the door, tiptoed out to go. Lasts over half an hour, the men will be the second morning. First cooked an egg, then bread and milk into the microwave oven, this into the son's room and whispered to his son exclaimed. Son yawn repeatedly to wear clothes, men started back to the kitchen porridge. Other son devoured breakfast, he has dressed since, his son told a few words, turned around and gently pushed open the door to walk out. The couple go out, the city was still sleeping and the lights lit, the stars shiver in the cold night sky. They may be the first to greet the dawn of the city people. So get up early, all forced to livelihoods - Two years ago, they both laid off. The street re-employment service centers to help, now, men do ride the bus station supervisor, a woman willcvfhsgdd become a cleaner city. After being laid off repeatedly encountered the wall, making them exceptionally cherish the hard-won jobs. However, even if they live frugally, the two together meager income to meet the special day is stretched. They are very clear, to this age, life has not be a big turn for the better. Their only sustenance is the son is growing up day by day. This morning, the men are waving flags at the station by car to maintain order and shoulders suddenly being pat, he turned and saw the street was originally the Office of Deputy Director Liu. Deputy Director Liu thanked him sound tough, so that the hearts of men swarmed the bursts of warmth. Deputy Director Liu asked him: "What problem?" He feels the opportunity to come. "I want to change the station, two stations further west, right?" He said Chi Chi Hang Hang, "from our side a little closer to home, convenient to work." In fact, men sprinkled with a little lie - a woman's body, weak bones, is a son of the root cause of the fall of that year. He calculated that, after his half an hour every morning, just a woman knock off time. If two stations west to just to meet her, you can help her Dengsanlun, the garbage to the destination of a vehicle, now, he can only help this woman. Director Liu's reply made him great satisfaction. Director turned left, he actually whim, gently singing Russian folk songs played: "Snow covered the Volga River ... ..." He knew his voice well, but said the woman like to hear, so he used to sing this song, over time, the idea became a housekeeping skills. Of course, these two years he has rarely sing. At this point, a woman's mood is surprisingly good. Just cvfhsgdd now, she has successfully led to consult the one to "little things" - to my daily dissection extended one kilometer east region. She knew that men love their clean, then work in the factory, always will be machine polished. Now, every day take a long bamboo clip to clip the ground with cigarette butts. His "enlargement" of the objective was achieved, as long as the big broom for a whirl, he did half a day is enough. She felt that this is the best way to help men. That day, while stocks last garbage truck, the woman made an exception to the bus station to find a man. The moment they stare, some even have a slight blush, mouth open and a few times, no one to speak, "ah, and so went home and tell him (her)." People come to work the peak has passed, the stationcvfhsgdd fell silent, his head came a "chirp" of the bird, looked up, next to a large willow tree withered twigs, and going down with two sparrows, that in the north, but the most unusual gray sparrow . Man as if to himself: "Even the birds know that the cold which to be together ah." "Yes," the woman hanging on a man's arm gently, "Yes, the cold which should be together." (Comment on this)
Monday, April 11th, 2011
4:28 pm	Fancy Party with Mylar Balloons Mylar balloons have obtained world-wide attractiveness as fancy celebration balloons. In the event you find the standard latex balloons uninteresting and so outdated, then here's a greater alternative. They'll confident light up each party with its unique metallic vibrant colours and flashy designs. Mylar consists of metalized plastic and nylon.It can be fundamentally aluminum and nylon, though there's numerous versions. I understand they appear acquainted with other meals packaging and wrappers because same parts are created with it. That is why the backs of those balloons search like aluminum foils producing them shinier and thicker than latex balloons. Mylar balloons are glimmering, metallic helium balloons which are normally embellished with some variety of festive artwork. With its giant choice of styles and shapes it does not matter what is the size, you will definite have thrilling by deciding on what to buy. These are usually existing in birthday parties and are excellent gifts in the work of holidays and specific events. So in the event you are going to go for SpongeBob styles, Disney characters, robots and cars, for positive all of them have all those designs. Mylar balloon is created of thick substance so that you do not ought to fear of basically popping them. These balloons have four to three days everyday living span that means, the balloons can maintain its shape and firmness to receive a lengthy time in contrast to the latex balloons that is why they can be common selections for useful party setters. Recycling is feasible with these balloons. They can be re-inflated with helium plenty of instances. So right after the party, you require to deflate them, preserve and hold for the following celebration. Make definite they are clear and undamaged prior to storage. How practical is usually that? It is feasible to even let your relatives, buddies and neighbors borrow them in the event that they desired to. These balloons are a lot expensive than latex balloons but of better use. Which will be sensible in your case along together with your cost range. Mylar balloons can be placed in corners of the rooms collectively with other celebration decorations. They could even be colorful centerpieces for your tables and stage. They will appear nice later your cakes and gifts. These are great presents in special events like Christmas and Valentine's Day. You'll be able to have designs and specific prints and add vibrant ribbons to generate your balloon presents additional personalized. I am confident everyone can be delighted to receive your odd gifts. So as a substitute in the event the normal flowers, be additional creative with balloons. And in case they were damaged and you also cannot perhaps depend on them one time more, you don't ought to throw them. You may recycle and make use of them in another way. be innovative and they definite make great gift wrappers because they are shiny and thick. You can even make utilization of them in college assignments. Now that is a icy way for balloons to implement. Now go and procure Mylar balloons for special events and gift-giving. Express your feelings more and celebrate events in a much more stylish way. They may be built available in your case online and in outlets with nice designs and ample colors that will match any celebration theme and any preferences.Ed Hardy (Comment on this)
4:27 pm	Craft Show Listings - What To Do With Your Arts & Craft The Rest Of The Year Arts and crafts rock all year round! They are not seasonal like any other businesses. Arts and crafts are incredible birthday gift ideas - someone celebrates his/her b-day day each and every day. Arts and crafts are creative souvenirs for parties, events, and other celebrations - weddings, christening, debut and the like. Gift giving may even be observed in the coursework of every month traditional and/or special occasions - New Year, Valentine's Day, recognition/graduation, etc. These are some. More activities and outlets are readily existing (or think out-of-the-box and be the first to introduce something new) to do together with your arts and crafts the remainder of the year! Rent Spaces in Shops or Malls Online Selling The basic and common way to sell your arts and crafts is by displaying your actual available stocks. In case you are beginning out, you can rent stalls in malls, but in case you have a huge capital or you are already an established arts and crafts seller you can launch your own shop. Well-displayed items are thought about half sold already. Thus, make it a habit to dust and arrange your inventories regularly. Make positive to put your best arts and crafts creation as the middle of attraction in your shop, and always instruct your sales personnel to always put a smirk on Ed Hardy t-shirtshis or her face. The "in" thing nowadays is everything about being online such as, social networking, working in the comfort of your own residence (online jobs), e-mail promotion and publishing net ads. Hence, online selling is a great option on how to sell your arts and crafts. There's plenty of shopping sites where you can showcase your products. A nice recommended is BigCartel, which has pricing packages from one to 300 products. You can take a picture of your goods and upload them. Further, you need to look for the courier who offers the lowest rate in order to serve your customers better, or you can do meet-ups to assure your clients that you are a legitimate seller and not a scam. Resellers and Distributors Another alternative is by dealing your arts and crafts to resellers and distributors. They could buy it outright or agree on a consignment terms. Do not focus only on those with stores. You can offer it as additional means of income for reliable and reliable stay-at-home mothers, students, out-of-school youths, unemployed and employed individuals. (Comment on this)
4:26 pm	Piano Dealers: For Purchase or Repair There are few things that can bring a sense of elegance & charm to a house than the presence of a beautiful Kid Grand. Even in case you don't play, the grandest of all musical instruments can make a huge difference in the decor of any home. But where ought to you start your search? For best results, you ought to try finding piano dealers in your hometown. They will have the expertise & resources necessary to put you on the path to possession. The lovely thing about purchasing a huge ticket item such as this is that you don't need a great deal of knowledge or expertise as long asEd Hardy you find piano dealers who are reputable & honest. The people behind the company can lead you, teach you, & show you everything you need to know to make a sound purchase. Of work, in case you do have a tiny bit of knowledge, that is all the better. You'll be able to make judgment calls & ask questions that will be met with speedy, impressive answers. In case you cannot get those answers, you are free to try another set of piano dealers. While the market is not exactly overrun with competition, you ought to be able to finding names that you won't must accept shoddy customer support. Perhaps you not only have a tiny bit of knowledge, you actually already own your own gizmo. How, then, can piano dealers help you? Well, most people in the business also have lots of experience when it comes to restoration & repair. If your gizmo is getting worn out with time, needs tuning, or is in need of a complete refurbishment, a nice company can put you in contact with the specialists you need. That is, unless they employ these specialists, in which case you can go straight to the source. Lots of tiny companies will be willing to send an specialist out to your home to inspect your gizmo & advise you on what could be done to bring back its luster & beauty. Online musical forums are a nice place to start when you are researching the reputation of piano dealers. Keep in mind that, like the instruments themselves, not all of them were created equally. When dealing with such an investment, you'll be wanting to make positive you have the chance to deal with honest, reliable people. Ask around & make your decisions based on reputation in the industry. There is no substitute for word of mouth & longevity. (Comment on this)
4:25 pm	Craft Show Listings - The Best Items to Sell At Your Next Arts and Crafts Show! When speaking about the best items to sell at the next arts & craft fairs, there's thousands of possibilities you can think of. Ladies dig things that add statement to their beauty & looks like jewelry, bags, wallets, pouches & the like. Men prefer useful & lasting stuffs such as, paintings, pics, sculptures, etc. Children are in to animal toys, & fun, cute little goodies. &, foods & other consumable products are basically universal. The point is that it all depends on your market, on what you do best, on your creative & distinctive ideas, & on your creativity & resourcefulness. Items Based On Your Target Market With thousands of items to select from on what to sell on an arts & crafts show it is wise to identify your target market. You can cater all the needs of different market groups but you better be prepared of more work to do in order to satisfy all of your customers. Focusing on or selected target markets won't divide your time & attention much. Thus, you are definite not to satisfy but absolutely to delight your customers. Goods Expert With Excellence Products Of Your Creative & Distinctive Ideas Then, stream down to items that your hands are nice in crafting with. In case you have strange skills on photography then, direct your energy to developing the ideal shots that will certainly entice your target market to indulge, purchase & get hold of it. You can offer the framing options with several designs for the pics of their choice or you can select pics that will have free picture frames. Another terrific idea is to team up with a frame-maker. That way, the additional task of preparing the frames is take off your shoulders. Moreover, you can agree onEd Hardy gaining from both sales even if sold individually (frame or photograph alone). Nevertheless, you can also experiment on things that are new to you but make definite to make them introductory products & part of a limited edition offer to observe if it will hit or not. Having the best crocheting expert hand paired with creative & distinctive product thoughts is a amazing God-given gift. It is necessary that you let your imagination flow & experiment on new ideas. Though you have the talent to crochet but your ideas are like somebody else will make competition difficult because your design may be like your neighboring booths. A purchaser most of the time chooses patterns that are made for him/her - custom-made and/or personalized. The buyer him/herself wishes to be distinctive that is why they prefer distinctive designs. Fruits Of Your Resourcefulness If added with a touch of creativity & resourcefulness, your product is a definite hit! Some buyers are environmentally concerned that they have a preference for organic, recycled materials and/or disposable items without affecting Sister Earth. And, creative combination of various resources, which appear to be difficult to integrate, is definitely a "wow!" (Comment on this)
4:24 pm	Craft Show Listings - Finding Information on Arts & Crafts Show Listings We are now on the paperless period (save trees, minimize paper usage) wherein flyers, posters and newspaper ads are no longer practical. With the availability of the Net you can basically browse for anything and everything under the sun. That is, including a variety list of arts and craft fairs! Have you been surfing the world wide web already? Are you faced with obsolete resources? Do you find your searches outdated? Is all information useless? Is it a waste of time and energy? In order to keep away from being confronted with such rubbish resources and information, and effectively receive the latest news about arts and crafts it is recommended that you join online news groups and forums, or visit the official net site of Fairs and Festivals. Fairs and Festivals has plenty of surprises and spices for arts and crafts newbies as well as professionals: � Provides detailed and up-to-date information about US events. This is actually Fairs and Festivals' core competency over other arts and crafts show listing net site. A staff of fully competent individuals is operating to post nothing but the freshest facts on arts and crafts. � Lets you browse for fairs and festivals by state. To basically narrow down your choices, Fairs and Festivals has provided a US map on their site wherein you can basically click the state you are drawn to. � Sends free newsletters regularly. Fairs and Festivals brings the news in to your mailbox. Even in case you don't have regular hours to browse Fairs and Festivals' net site to check on your next massive arts and crafts show, they will makeEd Hardy your life simpler by furnishing you a replica of their newsletter consistently. � Gives away free eBook entitled, "Craft Shows & Festivals Profit". This 35-dollar value eBook is at no cost in case you sign up with Fairs and Festivals. A priceless return on your investment. � It features an advanced event search option. Fairs and Festivals is a user-friendly site which lets you search using advanced keywords - zip code radius, city or state, event name, month or year, seller type, application deadlines, jury status and more� � Lets you shortlist your favourite events. Bookmarking your favorites let you go to your choices with to clicks - convenient and available. � Authorizes you to generate your own web page with pics. Fairs and Festivals included this aspect so that members and guests can access other merchants' products for an expanded pool of opportunities. Nevertheless, artists and crafters love to see their work shown and featured, and knowing that someone else is viewing and is interested on their products is such a delight. Fairs and Festivals is not your ordinary arts and crafts show listing. So, in case you are serious about keeping posted on the hottest and up-to-the-minute news, announcements, events, etc. on arts and craft fairs, Fairs and Festivals is the solution. Its services are not limited to the arts and crafts show listing but also to tips and tricks on how to make your business endeavor boom and sky-rocket in no time. (Comment on this)